I turned 40 today. 40!! That seems so old to me, well it did, now I guess not so much. I have been in such a mood about this turning 40 thing. Which is weird, because I am not really like that. I am not one to cover up my aging, but this whole thing has just hit me hard.
I was talking to a friend today, and telling her all my worries, all my dreams, all my fears. And she gave me some amazing advice... I can either follow my dreams or hide away and do nothing but either way I will grow older. Imay not be able to do all I want right at this very moment, but I can take the steps in that direction. Because sitting here and not doing it isn't making me happy, it is not fulfilling. So as a birthday gift to myself... I joined the LLL of Arizona (which I had been meaning to do) and I am finding a child birth education class I can take so I can be trained to do that and I have contacted the school I wish to go to to become a lactation consultant, so I can get that ball rolling. So what if it takes 3 years, I either start it today or I wait, but time will still be passing either way.